I know I said we had a meeting scheduled with our case worker for Thursday night, and we still do. I just couldn't get the compulsion out of my head that I must obey God, and I must obey Him NOW.
Anything less than immediate obedience is DISobedience. You've heard that before, right?
So, it is done. We filled out the form, printed it, signed it, scanned it back in, and emailed it off to our case worker. We still plan to meet with her to talk about the first year, to review our profile album, and to share what God has been saying to us.
It is all in God's hands now.
I still have butterflies in my stomach... even though we have obeyed. I don't want them to go away. I have asked God not to take them away because they constantly remind me of my need for Him.